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Wooooooo. We’ve made it to the top spot and are about to announce the winner of our 5th Birthday Hotwife countdown. This top spot goes to the wife that has amassed the most number of image clicks and searches on the site over the last year. Before I announce the winner I’d like to include some of the names that just missed out on a top 20 finish.

Hotwives, that deserve a mention that had high scores include the original veteran hotwife who seemed to start it all Multi-Orgasmic Mary. The up and coming slut with her Queen of Spades tattoo Fonda Black. Despite her rare appearances on the blog you still love extreme slut wife Babs. Also still popular is German creampie gangbang Queen Natascha. Gorgeous hotwife and now LA Pornstar India Summer. And last mention and sadly on the web no more, we miss her, the gorgeous Heather.

Ok, here’s your number one hotwife…

Ranked 1: Jackie

Consistently popular and loved by you all, Jackie has been making hotwifeblog HOT since we started in 2005. What I’ve always loved about Jackie and her amazing website My Hot Wife is that is does so much more than just throw random sexual encounters at it’s members, you get depth, it shows Jackie preparing for her dates, driving off to a hotel to meet a lover etc. giving you the background of each intimate encounter she has. And the real life approach goes a lot further than just being extreme and trying to be more slutty than the next Hotwife. When Jackie does anal, it seems as extreme as her doing a 20 guy gangbang, thanks to her sophisticated non-porn look she has. In fact she looks like a regular married professional woman that could live down your street… I only wish Jackie COULD live down my street lol.. Congratulations Jackie, a well deserved winner you are. Please don’t ever stop treating us to glimpses of your wonderful hotwife life.

Jackie: I like men that have that look in their eye, that “I really gotta have you” look. If they have that, I’m putty in their hands.

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Movie Clip 1
Movie Clip 2
Meet Jackie
Interview
Website

So we are nearly there, here is the ultimate run in places of your voted hotwives, from 5 up to our runner up spot of 2.

Our grand winner will be announced on Tuesday. For now, enjoy these amazing women.

Ranked 5: Jenny Seemore

One of the reasons I wanted to start a blog like this was Jenny. I was fascinated by this incredible, extreme, married woman from the breeding ground of hotwifedom which is the state of Florida. Cuckolding her husband with creampie gangbangs, gloryholes, bukkakes, dogging and much more. If you haven’t seen her website CumDepot, you’re in for a treat.. Jenny is one of a kind. Although I haven’t heard from Jenny for sometime, it shows how popular she still is with you by coming in at number 5. Hope to hear from you again soon Jenny.

Jenny: my most impressive experience in the past couple of months was that I ended up knocked up again, after so many guys were shooting freely in my unprotected pussy. And, don’t ask me who the Daddy is.

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Story
Interview
Website

Ranked 4: Barbi Sinclair

It’s rare to find a hotwife with such natural beauty, Barbi is elegant, intelligent, refined, has a wonderful nature about her and on top of that is one hell of a sex crazed slut. Me and Daisy spent the day (and most of the night lol) with Barbi and her top man of a husband Jim last Summer at their new home in Vegas. They are such warm and friendly people, it’s so great to actually meet people in this lifestyle where you connect on so many different levels.

I love watching Barbi’s movies, she looks so sweet and innocent, you’d never think she was capable of being so dirty when it came to sex. From her many 1-on-1 pickups, to having sex with 14 members of a college Baseball Team, this hotwife is quality and thoroughly deserves her place at number 4 in our countdown.

Barbi: I do pick up guys when I’m out at the mall, gym, bar, or basically any place for that matter. I have also slept with a few of my husband’s friends that now seem to come over the house even more.

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Gallery 1
Gallery 2
Gallery 3
Movie Clip
Meet Barbi
Interview
Website

Ranked 3: Janet Mason

Always been so popular on these pages. And been having fun on camera for our pleasure since Internet year one! A beautiful red-haired vision with a love for black cock and cum. Certain marriage material for us all I do think. Recently she has gone down the LA porn path such is her demand and popularity. For Janet that means more men and more fun. Love you Janet.

Janet: I adore cum. The way it looks, the smell of it, the way it tastes, the texture, the sight of it spurting out of a hard cock, the feeling of it inside me or smeared all over my face and body or inside my pussy or ass, and the “pure virile masculinity” it symbolizes.

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Gallery 1
Gallery 2
Meet Janet
Interview 1 - 2005
Interview 2 - 2009
Husband Interview 1 - 2009
Husband Interview 2 - 2009
Website

Ranked 2: Mandy

Out of all the votes collected for this countdown, no two places were closer than 3rd and 2nd place. Three cheers for the hotwifeblog.com runner up Mandy from SexMyWife. This hot bodied stunner has raced into our hearts and minds with her love of all things men. I can’t believe she’s been online for a massive 10 years sharing her lifestyle with us but I only became aware of her in 2008. Like many hotwives who also rank high in the popularity stakes it’s her real, natural appeal that makes us want more. She loves finding young guys and fucking them senseless and have them cum inside her. One of the most amazing factors about Mandy is she is a year shy of 50, and still looks incredible. I hope that hotwife fever of hers never dies down. Congratulations Mandy, a throughly deserved 2nd place.

Mandy: My husband can’t wait to clean me up. If I’m at my bf’s I make him wait until we get home. The thought of me in the car holding the last drippings of cum in my pussy for him can make the drive home sometimes dangerous, I think the blood in his hard cock takes away from his driving abilities, lol

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Gallery 1
Gallery 2
Movie Clip
Meet Mandy
Interview
Website

We continue our birthday countdown with the wives coming in places 10 - 6. Getting close to the top now..

Ranked 10: Kelly Anderson

My very good friend Kelly Anderson is the first hotwife in our top ten. We had so much fun in Miami when me and Daisy partied with Kelly and her husband Shawn. She truly is one horny, gorgeous and sweet girl and I can’t wait until our next encounter. Thanks for all your pics and stories you keep sending Kelly, and well done for making the top ten, love you lots!

Kelly: It feels so naughty to get fucked right in front of your husband. Something about that enhances my orgasms. Although sometimes, when someone is fucking me really good, I completely forget, he is even in the room.

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Gallery 1
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Meet Kelly
Interview
Website

Ranked 9: Oasis

Oasis is definitely my type of girl, she’s been posting regularly on the blog since 2006 and I’ve been a keen fan of her since I first saw her. A true party girl and exhibitionist, as well as being sexy as fuck. I love the shots she sends me from her wild parties, they really capture the moment. I wish I lived closer to check out some of her parties personally. I hope she continues to grace us with her presence. Congrats on no.9 Oasis!

Oasis: (speaking in 2006) I have now had sex with 228 guys on camera and blown 507 of them. Most of them fans of the site.

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Story
Gallery
Meet Oasis
Interview
Website

Ranked 8: Daisy Rock

I am soooooo proud, my very own slut has made the top 10. Simply put Daisy loves men and I love Daisy. I’ve been with this girl for 4 years now and what good timing it was considering I was running this blog at the time. I have always been attracted to promiscuous girls. Back at school all my friends always went for the prim and proper girls, the kind you could take home to your parents. They did nothing for me. I wanted the girls who fucked boys behind the bike sheds, the ones that fucked around, got pregnant, the ones that were labeled ’slags’, these were always my dream girls. Meeting Daisy made the dream come true and the last 4 years have been just wild beyond belief.

For all those guys out there that are looking for that true hotwife, don’t ever give up looking or settle for something less. She’s out there waiting for you to love her for the slut that she is.

Daisy: (her first ever words to me) Can I lean on you?

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Story
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Website

Ranked 7: Katie Kox

Another hotwife I’ve had the pleasure of meeting personally. Both Katie and her husband Rick are having the time of their lives finding each other and living the lifestyle to the full in city of sin Las Vegas. With Katie dancing for men and now fucking other men doing porn, Rick has a never-ending supply of real cuckold situations being laid on a plate for him day in, day out. Katie is such a gorgeous and sexy girl, you can imagine the attention from men she gets when she goes anywhere. A perfect hotwife. Stay hot for us Katie. You’re a true star!

Katie: I love flaunting the BBC in my husband’s face. He helps find lovers for me and buys lingerie for me to wear for them.

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Gallery 1
Gallery 2
Meet Katie
Interview
Husband Interview
Website

Ranked 6: Jinyxpie

Ever since I first had the pleasure of laying my eyes on this beauty I have been fixated with Jinxypie. I’ve been reading her blogs, her tweets and watching her great youtube videos with her insight in cuckolding. What I love about Jinxypie is her ability to remain a charming, innocent looking girl. You’d never believe there was such a dedicated cuckoldress inside her that needs to get her sexual satisfaction from men other than her husband. She is touchable, real and above all very very sexy. When you watch her videos and how she reacts with her lovers, I always think her husband must be having such an erotic, intense experience. A thousand times stronger than the viewer watching the movie. If it wasn’t enough just to watch and hear about this beauty in action, you, yes YOU, can meet her via the ‘Meet Jinxypie’ section of her website… Jinxypie is a treasure and the fact she is a such a slutty hotwife makes me smile every time I see her. A deserved 6th place!

Jinxypie: I do occasionally let my husband have sex with me, but that’s more for his benefit, or for me to tease him while he’s inside of me..

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Gallery 1
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Meet Jinxypie
Interview
Website

The Hotwife Blog 5th birthday continues with our countdown from 15 to 11. Remember this is a top 20 based on image clicks and searches on this website by you the users over the last year. Enjoy these next 5 amazing wives.

Ranked 15: Emma Starr

Oh how I miss Emma, she was so active on this site during the first couple of years. But from this ranking it shows she’s still so popular with our readers. The last I heard from her she was doing a few Euro trips and going to some extreme gangbang parties. If you search her name you’ll see some of those last images I got from her. There was even talk about her doing a GGG film with the legendary John Thompson. Now that I would kill to see.. Love you always Emma.

Emma: I am actually very well rounded when it comes to men. I love to fuck young hard cocks and show them just how I like it. On the other hand, I always like a man who appreciates all I can offer and brings all of their experience to the bed, table, countertop, shower, pool, etc.

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Gallery 1
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Meet Emma
Interview
Website

Ranked 14: Slut Savannah

A more recent edition to the blog archives, and having just celebrated her 17th Wedding Anniversary, Savannah is a beautiful woman and an incredibly dirty one too. Each time I get an email from her I’m having to cool myself down from her slutty talk and her real direct approach that knocks you flat. She’s called Slut Savannah for a reason, she’s a hotwife that knows what she wants and she wants it deep inside her. Thanks for gracing us with your presence on these pages Savannah.

Savannah: The kinkiest thing I’ve tried? Ummm.. Sucking a guy off after he’s cum in my ass

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Meet Savannah
Interview
Website

Ranked 13: Baby Ruthie

Unlucky 13 is filled with the wife of a very lucky Hubby indeed. I first noticed this Iowa hotwife in some pictures while trawling the Net. They showed her at a Truck Stop giving a blowjob to a driver round the back of his truck. Ruthie is a true exhibitionist and loves to get naked in public, take risks and be a perfect slut for groups of men.AA regular poster on the blog and it seems a fans favourite too. Here’s to ya Ruthie!

Ruthie: More times than not if I run into a guy and he’s reasonably attractive and can make me laugh we’ll end up in the park or a motel somewhere.

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Gallery 1
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Meet Ruthie
Interview
Website

Ranked 12: Sara Swirls

It was this picture in 2005 that made me want to find out more about the girl behind it. I was hooked on her dirty dark looks, her amazing milky white hips and gorgeous ass and of course her behaviour as a slut for black men. We spoke briefly last year about doing a follow up interview and her entry in our top 20 has reminded me to follow that up to see how this dirty-talking cuckoldress has been doing lately. Hopefully being as slutty as she’s ever been. Hopefully hear from you again soon Sara.

Sara: My Hubby dared me a few years back to seduce his friends, I was feeling really horny after sipping some champagne and of course you don’t dare a girl like me!

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Meet Sara
Interview
Website

Ranked 11: Marion - Cum Drinking Wife

From the US to Europe with a bang. And what a bang that is. Marion is typical euro-style. Wild, raw and completely outrageous and I love her! At the age of 22 she’d had her first gangbang. She was married a few years after that and luckily she found a man that would continue to let Marion be the slut that she is.

Marion counts every guy she has fucked and keeps a monthly list on her website to show the details of her ‘cock counter’ and where those cocks came from. Since 1996 she has had an incredible 3454 men between her legs and having a quick browse over her list I see 61 of them were from last month alone. And if you’re a member of her website you could be one of those cocks on her list, check her meet Marion section. I really hope we can finally get an interview with this amazing wife soon and find out some more about one of the most extreme wives on the net.

Marion: I’m a very wild girl. When I feel naughty I’m just going out to cruise carparks, adult theatres, dogging spots, clubs, bars, discos, private parties etc. When I see some guys I like, I let them fuck me. I know it makes Hubby happy and horny when I’m drenched up in sperm.

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Gallery 1
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Video Clip
Meet Marion
Website

OK.. Here we go, it’s the big birthday count down. I’ve been adding up image clicks and blog searches over the last year and have compiled a top 20 favourite Internet hotwives. It’s very interesting to see the tastes of users, what you find most appealing in a hotwife, looks, attitude, sexiness, filthiness lol..

Right I’m going to start today with the wives coming in from place 20 to place 16. Here we go…

Ranked 20: Brenda James

A wife that I’ve found very appealing but at the same time quite elusive. I was totally drawn to her when I found out about her nocturnal park prowls looking for guys. I’ve yet to pin her down with an interview but can’t wait when I finally get her on these pages more.
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Meet Brenda
Website

Ranked 19: Susan Reno

One of the first wives to ever be featured and interviewed on the blog and still going strong today. Her love of black cock started soon after her marriage 17 years ago after she got fucked by two guys after an evening at a nightclub in the car park. Since then she hasn’t looked back and is a favourite on the amateur swinger and gangbang scene and it seems with you guys too.

Susan: My husband is married to a slut!

Links
Meet Susan
Interview
Website

Ranked 18: Kat Noir

Another Old Skool Hotwife first featured on hotwifeblog back in 2005. Kat got introduced to the hotwife lifestyle at a gangbang party, her husband saw how much she enjoyed herself and she hasn’t looked back since. We’ve lost touch with her recently but it shows you’re still hot on Kat and I really hope Kat see’s this and starts posting here once more.

Kat: I have received many creampies. I love the feeling of them cumming in me. I can always feel the head of their cock swell and the cum filling me up.

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Gallery 1
Meet Kat
Interview
Website

Ranked 17: Alexis Golden

A regular poster on the blog, we first featured Alexis when she’d just had her first experience with another man without her husband being there. Since then she’s been checking off more boxes. You couldn’t meet a more lovely person. As well as being very very sexy and having a body built for sin and taking cock. Yes we love you Alexis.

Alexis: My husband encouraged me. He loves to watch me get nailed. hehe. Hey, if that’s his thing who am I to deny him??

Links
Gallery
Meet Alexis
Interview
Website

Ranked 16: Creampie Cathy

Had the great privilege of meeting this remarkable woman a few times and she is as lovely and as genuine as they come. For those of you who have been in the Internet hotwife wilderness for the last few years may not of heard of Cathy but there’s a good reason why she’s called Creampie Cathy and she does that particular fetish very well indeed. To date she’s taken an incredible 2000+ creampies from over 350 different men!

Cathy: Whats not to love, the feeling of a guy cumming in your pussy is just amazing

Links
Interview
Website

It’s quite hard to believe and a little scary at the same time as it’s just flown by, but hotwifeblog.com is 5 years old this week.

I’m so happy to still be blogging on these pages after all this time and thanks to so many of you that have taken the time to come by and spend some of your day catching up on the posts, I’m forever grateful.

From it’s inception I’ve tried to strive to make each and every post special. Whether it be thought-provoking, informative or just plain horny, hotwife blog has now got an archive bursting with 5 years of what I consider to be quality posts.

The coverage the hotwife and cuckold lifestyle has received on the Internet has changed a lot in the last 5 years. Hotwife and cuckold sites are cropping up everywhere and even the dollar making machine of LA porn has moved in to try and take advantage of this niche (with some laughable results I may add lol). But I think it takes true knowledge of the lifestyle to connect with real lifestylers and with my own private life and sexual desires immersed in this chain I hope I have been able to relate to the majority of readers here in some way and provide you with some hot entertainment in the over saturated sea of Intenet erotica.

One of the main reasons for starting the blog was to create a place that worshiped the women that lived the lifestyle. There were a lot less internet hotwives when I started but publishing some of their adventures, stories and pics have been the backbone of this blog and without them I probably wouldn’t be writing this now. So to honor these women, I have for the last 12 months been counting image clicks and blog searches (using the search feature above) and will be publishing over the next 5 posts a countdown of the most popular women here on hotwifeblog.com Hope you enjoy the posts, keep your stories, lifestyle observations and pictures coming in. It will be interesting to see how the hotwife lifestyle changes over the next 5 years, I’m excited to find out.

Thanks again to all of you,
Your webmaster,
Trash

A letter from Geoff about his wife Dana and their recent experimentation into the hotwife lifestyle. You can check out thier profile on Hotwife Dating here

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I first proposed the idea of my wife sleeping with other men nearly 3 years ago. Her initial reaction was that she thought I was crazy. At the time, we had had a few swinging experiences over a couple of year period but had never done anything apart from each other. And, by no means were we seasoned swingers: at most it was a yearly adventure. Over time I continued to bring up the subject and encouraged her to read articles on ‘hotwifing’ as well as websites like your own. Gradually we incorporated the idea into fantasy role play which heightened our active and already wild sex. In May of 2009 she finally admitted to possibly going forward with actually being a hotwife. A few weeks later I tested the water for both of us. A friend of ours was over late after a get together one night. They had been flirting quite a bit and it was just the three of us. I can’t believe I did it but I told them that I was heading upstairs to bed and that Dana was to suck his cock and fuck him with my permission. I walked off and headed upstairs to listen in. After some initial soft talking there was silence then the distinct sound of kissing and heavy breathing. I waited a few minutes then snuck to the landing where I could observe without being seen. Dana proceeded to blow him expertly then fuck him. Part way through there fun she noticed me peeking in. Afterwards she told me that knowing I was watching really got her going.

From that hot first experience we created a profile on AFF (va4fundm) and things have snowballed. Over the last 6 months she has fucked 6 guys and blown 2 others. Two of the guys she fucked became regulars for some time. Presently she is fucking one guy a few times a month and has a girlfriend she sees monthly. In addition we try to add a new guy each month for some variety. I do not watch them on their fuck dates; I stay at home and wait for my hotwife to bring me home a well fucked pussy, an occasional creampie, hot details and lots of pics and video (one of my requirements) On the nights she is out, I play the cuckold role and love it. Presently she is looking for an opportunity to fuck a stranger without my knowledge before hand. I challenge her on her dates as well; last week she had to blow and fuck this guy in his car before they got to the hotel. This week she is to remove her panties in the bar they meet at and place them on the table in front of her lover. We are also looking for BBC to hook up with monthly.

We have never been closer emotionally and our sex life has never been better. In addition, she hits the gym regularly and is working herself into phenomenal shape. We do all this while balancing 2 careers and children at home. One of her goals for 2010 is to start a website detailing her activities.

Feel free to contact us at va4fundm@yahoo.com and or on AFF (va4fundm) and on Hotwife Dating here

A pic taken by one of Dana’s lovers as he fucks her

Submitted by: Geoff and Dana - Virginia

Just a brief post today touching on yesterday’s post about hotwifedating.com

Wanted to give a big call out to all single women out there that might be reading this.

We need to redress the balance here. We seem to have an abundance of hotwives using hotwifedating.com. Which is great but what we are lacking is single women who would like to find a cuckold partner to live this type of lifestyle with. So single girls if you’re reading this and your past relationships have broken down due to sexual fustration, your infidelities or you know that you need to be with a man who will let you be free to do what you want and when then maybe this lifestyle is for you. The sexual freedom you’re looking for and a man that will love you for it. It’s all waiting for you at hotwifedating.com.

For those existing members, we are in the process of adding a chat room to the site to improve your experience using the site and to encourage users to log in more often.

Thanks for all those that have signed up.

Single Women you can sign up to hotwife dating as a Hotwife Wannabe right here

Trash

Just wondered if you could all do me a quick favour. My slut girlie Daisy has been nominated for this years TV X Awards for the Most Outrageous Sex Scene (quite fitting I do think hehe).

If you could vote for her, that would be fantastic. The voting is here

VOTING PERIOD ENDED. thanks for all those that voted.

You need to click on the Most Outrageous Sex Scene category and click on the movie Calling The Shots and hit “Vote Now”.

There’s also a video clip of the nominated scene so you can see what she’s doing to this poor boy for them to give this a worthy nomination lol

Vote For Daisy

Thanks Guys,
Trash

There are some real gems of some blogs out there. I love coming across new and interesting writers covering the niche we all love. Recently I’ve become really interested in hearing stories from women that cuckold their husbands without their knowledge. Lots of people within the hotwife lifestyle do not like it, obviously because of the huge betrayal of trust involved in playing like this. I myself find this an incredible turn-on and know I’m not alone in loving these women that take the risks of satisfying their sexual appetite outside of their marriage and the lengths they go to to keep it hidden from their husbands. I’ve always loved the thought of being in a relationship and my woman cheating on me and then me somehow finding out later, maybe even without her knowing I found out. Then playing the game of ‘has she?’ ‘hasn’t she?’ each night she comes home… Why is it so appealing? Maybe because it’s so morally wrong it becomes a turn-on to some… The sexual mind mystifys me sometimes.

Anyway on to the post of the day and one such women Amelia writes a blog on her infidelities, thoughts, observations and her life as a cheating wife.

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MY MARRIED LIFE
I love my hubby dearly… but I still see other men… this NOT a place for evangelists against cheating… this is for others, women and men like myself who are sometimes a little perplexed that society says you can have either one or the other.

Sometimes
A few years back I went through a periods of dating a lot more indiscriminately than I do now. I felt pretty invulnerable and my job at the time ensured that I was away on business fairly often. Hotels are interesting places, something like a place between the real worlds people come from. You know you will leave this place and everything that was done will be recycled like the bed linen. Men are much more confident and a woman traveling alone is, well, not short for attention. You still can’t forget there’s a world out there though, so there is some degree of skill required in pulling of a one night stand. I might not have followed all the tips I give but this is what I learned:
a) Single men are generally a NO. They are not taking the same risks as you, period.

b) Joining a group of men at a hotel for drinks. Generally its not a good idea. If they are friends they will talk about it. Even if they are not the chances are it will be pretty obvious to the group. The more people involved the greater the risk and the chances are you will forget their faces but imagine how dangerous it could be if they saw you again in public. It is possible to mingle with a group but you have to keep things discreet. The right type of man is essential.
c) The right type of man. There are two safe types in my opinion. Firstly the serial cheater, he is older and not as blatant as amateur potential suitors. He’s usually a senior person in a company. He’s done this a lot and he knows the rules. Second is the man who is the exact opposite. He is not going to tell anyone and is as fearful that he might be caught. The men between these extremes are dangerous, they don’t hold enough value in their marriages to be careful enough and they are not experienced enough to play in the same league as the serial cheater.
d) Don’t be silly and carry identifying stuff around. You’d be surprised how easy it is to forget a conference badge. My advice is to make a clear separation between work and play. Go back to your room, freshen up and leave work behind.
e) Foreigners can be the ideal. On the positive side, if they are regular travelers, they are even more experienced. They will be leaving your country! And often they don’t have a group of friends tagging along. On the downside be careful for abusive men. I’ll expand on this further. The reason I stopped, and very quickly, having one night stands was because of one bad incident. Remember I said I felt invulnerable, well that’s a lie and you need to be aware of it. You are not invulnerable, in fact you are a lot more vulnerable than a single woman. My escapades ended when a man got abusive with me. I met him the first night I was away on business and went to his hotel. He was great, the experienced serial cheater. Night two was wonderful as well. On the third and last night he became rougher. His real self came out and he told me he knew I couldn’t tell anyone. He was right! Please be careful of this.
f) His room or yours? I’m still of the belief that going to his room is better.
g) Stay the night? It’s totally dependent on if you can and it feels right. It can mean that you have to get up extra early, but you know what, good morning sex can get rid of morning grumpies.

That’s my contribution, nothing based on research, just my opinions. I’d love to get your ideas.

Now the point of this blog was to complete Sometimes …

Sometimes its never as good as it was and then it wasn’t that great to start with. Last year I went on a business trip which meant a night away. Sometime during the day I had too much time on my hands and not willing or up to flirting with someone new, I decided to call a man I’d met a few times about 4 years ago. I’d met him at a conference initially. He’s the second type, very devoted husband and super careful about everything and one of the few men I took to my hotel room. I tracked down his number and still acting out of idleness called him at his work.

He was shocked that I’d called and despite the years that had gone by and that we’d been together a few times, he was still cutely nervous but obviously excited to meet. Obviously.

He wasn’t able to come to me late so I had to skip dinner at my normal time (yes its an issue) and he came to me at about 7pm.

I’d love to say it was an epic fuck but sadly there isn’t much to write about. I guess in my mind I thought it would be better and I probably made the past seem better than it was. Or maybe I’ve changed and even though I understood and even enjoyed the nervousness and clumsiness when we first met, he is simply not the kind of man I could date any more.

Sometimes … we can’t go back

Submitted by: Amelia - My Married Life