August 6, 2009
The diary of the wife that finally decides to take control
I’ll start out by telling you guys why I decided to start writing this “diary”.
For the past year or so my husband and I have been in this “swinger’s” lifestyle. He watches me get fucked and in return he……. no he just watches me get fucked and likes it Anyways him and I always seemed fine about it till lately when my sexual response to him was running dry. We hadn’t met with a man in so long and I was longing for a nice big cock. Finally I started chatting around and came across a young man who was pretty cute and so innocent that the automatic attraction to the sweet innocence drew me in and I couldn’t help but want to take him in my arms and show him what a real woman felt like. I guess when I am horny I get pretty dominate cause I scheduled it and didn’t even bother my husband about it. I just told him we were going to meet him and that’s final. so the next day we drove from portland OR all the way 3 hrs up past Seattle. My first thought of this “boy” I was meeting was “damn he’s so young looking” I almost felt guilty but as we sat there during dinner my longing urge to jump his bones right then and there grew and after a drink and a game of pool we headed to a hotel. It was slow and steady at first. but before you know it we were kissing and rolling all over the bed. The softness of his tight, skinny, smooth body made me tight and wet. I didn’t even make him give me oral, I wanted his meat inside me right then. I pulled off his pants and pulled him to me. Who the fuck cares about condoms, I want to be knocked up anyways. instant his hot wet dick slid easily into me. I guess I was tighter then he has ever experienced cause he came fast. He was a talented one though and even when he came he stayed hard and deep for me, pounding away until I spasmed into a deep passionate orgasm. I knew then why I loved my husband…. I mean who wouldn’t love someone who lets you experience such wondrous orgasms from another man cock????
Anyways, The night grew and fell with hot passionate sex that lasted for 4 and a half hours. He left me breathless and full.
I laid there that night knowing I didn’t want to lose the power I felt that night with that boy…. The power I felt as I road his innocence with everything and anything I wanted…. hell It was pure fun sex. So the next day I asked around and someone here mentioned a website that talks to women about how to take control of your husbands by using their sex drive as a tool. it seemed fun so I thought about it, made my choice, dug my heals in, and dove into a life I KNOW I am going to love!
I will update through comments in this post about each day and my growing of control. so keep coming back here and check up cause you never know what I may say next.
Submitted by: Angel Love