April 23, 2012
Fantasy to reality advice required
To give some background to my situation - I am on my second marriage and married to an extremely hot 39 yr old woman who has had a much more sexually active life before we married than i have had. This has included being fucked by 3 men in one night, fucking 4 of her ex boyfriends friends when they were on a break and having countless married men (she particularly enjoys fucking other womens men) however since we married 8 years ago she has been a faithful wife (I think) with the chat about anything kinky being reserved for when we have sex.
In terms of myself (42), I was married very young (19) to my first wife and we led a very humdrum sex life with not a single thought about being cuckolded or dominated and the marriage peetered out after 10 years. I met Gemma whilst I was still married and had a really hot affair which resulted in me divorcing my first wife and marrying Gemma.
Pretty much as soon as we got together I used to see other men look at Gemma in a very lustful way and as this hadn’t really happened with my first wife as she was not nearly as hot so it was a whole new experience for me and from the very start I didn’t feel any real jealousy just pride and arousal - this was a bit of a surprise to me as I am pretty much an alpha male being an ex marine and now pretty successful in business so being cool with blokes leering at my gorgeous wife seemed a bit strange.
This progressed to me fantasising about other men fucking my stunning wife and we would often talk about her previous sexual conquests which would give me raging hard on but it was always very much in the fantasy world which suited us both at the time. I started to go onto the internet viewing websites about hotwives/cuckolding/female domination etc and the more I viewed the more I wanted this to be something we tried.
Gemma was fully aware that I was looking at these kind of websites and after a discussion she agreed that I would be put on an orgasm denial program were she would limit my orgasms but she would have as many as she liked - this was extremely hot for both us and I can now say that it is over a year since I have cum inside her. She would set me cum dates that she would put into my work diary however if there were any indiscretions or petulance she would shift these back - the longest i have been denied is 2 months but she would make me fuck her and bring her to orgasm but I wouldn’t be allowed any release, this was extremely hot for both us and also made me a very compliant husband in every way. This has made her very happy with her lot - a husband who will do anything for her in regards to chores, buying her gifts and she can cum anytime she likes.
Things however have developed further in last 2 months with her know going out with girlfriends whilst I stay in and look after the children. The first real incident of note happened just before Christmas when she went out with the girls on Christams night out.
Gemma had made it clear that due to my inability to fuck her properly and through a discussion we had that she would from now on have the sexual freedom to do as she wishes. There was some nervousness on her behalf on 2 fronts - firstly would turning this into reality spoil our very good marriage through me not being able to deal with it when it actually happened i.e be careful what you wish for and also she thought it might be a ploy for me to be unfaithful once she had done the deed. I spent days and weeks convincing her that I could deal with any jealousy and that this certainly wasn’t about me going with other women.
Over the next few weeks she really opened about her own sexual fantasies which included fucking a number of my friends that she has fancied for years but obviously never told me through fear of me going mad and also some of my work colleagues especially my boss, she was really getting into the thought of humiliating me.
We both had Christmas nights out that fell on the same night however mine was over 200 miles away in a different city, this did mean that we had to get family to look after the kids which resulted in our house being absolutely free for my wife to use if needed. I was horny as fuck throughout the day especially when my wife confirmed that her wild friend was going on the night out as I knew with drink and a partner in crime she would be a lot braver.
I didn’t text her throughout the night as I didn’t want to pressurise things plus I was getting pissed myself, it was only when I returned to my hotel at 2.15am that I sent a text which started a flow of messages that absolutely blew my mind and had me rock hard. It went as follows:
1.59 me - have you had a good night?
2.01 Gemma - Its all happening here
2.02 me - r u being naughty?
2.20 Gemma - yes - some fit young bloke wants to take me home
2.21 me - that is so fucking horny you little slut. love you xx
2.30 gemma - my friend agrees!
2.31 me - i am so hard - enjoy yourself
2.42 gemma - he is mmmmm
2.43 me - does he know your texting me
2.43 gemma - yes and so does liz and her fella
2.44 me - that is mind blowing u r free do what u like - i’ve wanted this for years
2.50 gemma - he thinks i’m a dirty milf he is 28 can i snog him
2.50 me - yes of course
2.51 gemma - stop texting me for a bit
About 45 mins later I received a inadvertant call from Gemma her phone was in her handbag and had call me by mistake from her speed dial. She was getting into taxi with her friend and once they had given their addresses I heard the following converstaion:
lots of muffled noises but then I made out the following
liz - your guy was so fit and you so could have had him back to your place
gemma - I know, when I showed him the texts he knew he was on to a good thing
liz - my fella gave me his business card
gemma - mine said we must do this again
liz - will hubby not mind
gemma - no he’s cool with everything, he wouldn’t mind if i had taken him back to ours
more muffled noises and then the phone cut off.
The agony of being 200 miles away when my wife first cuckolded me was excruciating. I wanked myself to sleep but did not cum out of respect to my hotwife.
I text her in the morning to ask if I was now a cuckold but got no reply - when I got home I tried to quiz her about the night but she was very evasive and said nothing really happened. I was disappointed and started to quiz her more but she didn’t want to talk about it and this was her stance the rest of the weekend. I so wanted to know what went on and felt a bit cheated out of the whole cuckold expperience of get all the horny details. On Mon morning she sent me the following email:
I think I need to tweak some things. Whilst I am happy with the freedom I have , part of the process is that I cheat on you without you knowing. Therefore you need to be a little less eager to let me fuck someone else. I hope this makes sense. You are still a cuckold regardless of whether I tell you or not.
To be honest I am now confused - I want to be a cuckold that gets all the details. There has been another incident since (I will post if anyone to know about it) but I don’t get any of the finer details after she has sobered up the next morning any advice would be appreciated.
Submitted by: denyedcuck