November 3, 2011
Black Bachelor Diary Update - written by Army Wife
I Got Knocked Up By A Black Man
Some things can’t be faked. True interest, true intimacy, true love. It seems that these things can’t be faked over the long haul. Lately I’ve been struggling with something and I think the answer may be simple. I have wanted the distance between my husband (deported to Iraq) and he has not objected to my complaints of being sexually neglected and to perhaps find a solution whilst he is away. The symptom that I didn’t want to accept was a nearly sexless marriage, so the unthinkable happened to me. I met a really nice guy a few months back, I told my husband about it via several written letters & phone conversations. Looking back on everything now, I now realize it was a somewhat cruel act on my part.
I’m now pregnant with another mans child. My husband says he will be supportive, but who knows how he may react when he returns home full time. We have both practiced a poly lifestyle in our marriage, before he left for active duty, however the sex with my new black lover is so much more intense and passionate. I feel guilty, but I love the perverted and dark side of sex we share. Time will tell, but for now I guess I will just take it one day at a time. Or one orgasm at a time.
Knocked up 8 month, Army Wife.