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Ever wish for something so much, it comes true and then you think, did I really want this? Sometimes this lifestyle can get seriously out of control as Russ has found out. There’s a song by The Killers called Mr Brightside and I think it best sums up the feelings a man in this lifestyle can feel when his Bride finds another, that mixture of excitement and fear.

After I split with my girlfriend earlier this year and she started seeing someone else I often thought her seeing another guy would excite me, as I’d sometimes fantazised about sharing her with another man, but the reality is it felt is more like a nervous/nauseous excitement mixed with a mild jealousy, that I’m sure some of you feel like sometimes when you watch your partner with someone.

Here is Russ’s situation:

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I have been married for 17 yrs to an absolute barbie doll wife. I think from day one I wanted her to fuck other men, and she thought I was crazy. We bought a house, and I noticed my neighbor to the right was always eyeing my wife when she was outside, and coming over to talk with her every chance he got. He is a very good looking guy. I wanted my wife to fuck him, but she again thought I was crazy, but admitted he was hot. He is also married. I asked her to start wearing sexy clothes when she was outside to tease him, and flirt with him, and being a natural flirt, she agreed. I saw Mike outside one Saturday, and asked her to put on her bikini and wash the car, knowing it would draw him over. She agreed, and within minutes Mike was drooling at her side. As soon as she came in, I fucked her right in the kitchen, imagining she was setting up an affair with Mike. She was amazed at how turned on I was, and asked me would you really be turned on if I fucked him? I told her I’d do anything for her if she got him in bed. She teased me and said maybe I’ll surprise you someday. I said, I’d be so horny for you I’d fuck you silly! Sure enough after a golf tournament about a month later, I came home, and she was all dolled up waiting for me to arrive. She gave me a deep kiss when I walked in, she opened my pants, and said, this is what I did to Mike today! She barely got her mouth on my cock and I came! She was amazed! I asked her if she fucked him, and she said, next time! We must have had sex for 5 hours after this! I wanted to help her fuck Mike, so I planned for a day for Mike to come over and help me do some work on my car. I intentionally forgot to have something on hand that required a trip to the automotive store, and I asked Amber to make some coffee, and told Mike to go inside, I’d be back in about 30 minutes. All I could think about was Amber was having sex with Mike while I was gone. I knew I’d want to fuck her immediately, so I never went to the store, and came home about 45 minutes after I left!. Amber gave me a naughty wink, and I knew she fucked him! I told him I couldn’t get the part, and maybe we could try again next weekend, and he left. I took Amber up to the bedroom, and she was as turned on as I was.

So the fantasy became a reality but now it all feels very different. It took years of coaxing to get to this point. My wife is an absolute barbiedoll. Not blonde though. She is very exotic looking with jet black hair, always goes tanning, and she has had a breast reduction. She is 5′4″ 115 and she wears blue contacts when she goes out which adds to her exotic look. They actually turned her nipples up a bit so when she wears a tight top, her nipples look like they sit on top of her breast, so sexy. I love when men look at her. I finally got her to fuck around, and never realized how submissive she was until this guy just completely took control of her! I’m afraid of losing her, but at the same time my cock is constantly throbbing. I can’t even jackoff because of this harness, and I was told if there was any signs of cum on it, I would pay dearly. I don’t dare jerkoff. My wife teases me so bad sometimes, I want to just grab her and run away! My saving grace is the few times we get to have very short sex, she always whispers in my ear she loves me dearly. That is what holds me together. he is very good at knowing how to arrouse us both. My wife sees him every day, at least once a week he comes over the house, but all other times she goes to him. I love when he comes over, because I always think that will be the time he gives my wife the key so I can have her. The last time he came over, I had bought my wife a very sexy black and red lingerie item, for her to wear while he made love to her, hoping he would feel good, and let me have her. He actually did the opposite to my surprise, he ordered my wife to put it on in front of me, and then called her over and whispered something in her ear. I found out soon what it was, because she came over to me, and said,” I love making love to him, and if you love me, you will beg me to go to Florida with him for 2 weeks, because that’s what he asked me to do. I immediately got a knot in my throat, feeling this has gone to far, but knew if I said something, I could lose her forever. I asked her if that is what she wanted? She went over and kissed him, and started sucking his cock very seductively. He started pretty loudly asking her who she loved more? She took her mouth off his cock, and said you MASTER! Then she walked over to me and said does that answer your question? I couldn’t answer her, I almost felt like I was in shock, but at the same time so turned on I was dying to fuck her. I was beyond desperate. it was like my wife was a completely different person, she was so brainwashed by him, and because she has been fucking him every day, and not me hardly at all. I feel like I’m losing her fast. He jumped over because I didn’t answer and said, look buddy, as I see it, you have only one choice if your a smart man. he ordered my wife outside. She immediately went out. He looked at me and said, look, if I want your wife, for myself, she is mine! I have her! If you’re smart you won’t piss me off, and make me take her forever. I’m just borrowing her right now, but that could change. So here is what you’ll do. When she comes back in here, in these exact words, tell her. Amber, “Please go make love to him for 2 weeks, and show him how much you truly love him.” …and he didn’t even give me time to react, he walked outside and came in with her. He looked at her and said your husband has something to tell you. I thought I was going to cum just saying those words to her. She left yesterday with him for 2 weeks. The most she ever spent with him before was several overnights, but always one at a time. It already has felt like 2 weeks to me. Now I am more scared than turned on, although thinking about my wife vacationing with her lover is still keeping me hard. It is the hardest thing for me to understand, why I’m so scared and almost crushed, but so turned on at the same time. Almost like I enjoy the emotional pain, but I hate it! There better be a serious reward at the end of this, or I’m gonna break! She didn’t even call when she got there, which makes me nervous. If I know him, and I’m starting to, he is gonna call while they are making love and just leave the phone off the hook, so I can here her screaming and moaning, and telling him how much she loves him.

I feel so inadequate suddenly after feeling so secure. I can see in my wifes eyes how much it turns her on to see and know how hungry this makes me for her. I’m hoping that is what is driving her, and that she does love him, but not to the point of leaving me. I always wanted this, but trust me, when you say men wished they were in my shoes? Up to a point I agree with you, but as much as my threshold is pretty lengthy, this has pushed me past. All I think about, and he reminds me everyday, that if he demands her to have his baby she will. He asked her in front of me, and she said yes. As erotic as that sounds, I know if it happens it is over for me, and that would really hurt. My wife has told me several times she wants his baby, and I don’t know if she has learned how to use that to hold me in check from him, or if she really does want him to get her pregnant. I can’t imagine that, but I’m thinking too much now. Anyway, just needed to vent, thanks for being a listening ear.

I don’t know if you’re a cuckold hubby or a hotwife, or neither, but be careful what you ask for, you might get it. Somehow I think my wife is punishing me and teaching me a lesson, other times I think this is all just a sexy erotic game, and I go back and forth from feeling as sexually excited as you could ever feel, to as scared as any human could ever be. The one sure thing, it has made me want and desire my wife like an under sexed man would desire a playboy pinup! All I can think about when I see her is if this is the day I get to fuck her! My life now revolves around being good, so I can have the luxury of fucking my wife for a couple minutes, while another man makes love to her every single day!

Maybe for someone considering this, it will make them think harder about it. It is extremely erotic, that part there is no regrets, but hanging onto pins and needles while my wife is 1,500 miles away making love to a man that has totally taken over her mind and body is the scariest proposition to live with imaginable. It is strange because I think my wife is feeling the erotic nature of submitting herself in a way I don’t think she ever knew was possible, and at the same time feeling the power she has over me, while she herself is being overpowered. At least I hope that is all it is!

Edit Update 4th December:

I did finally hear from her yesterday, not quite what I expected. I thought it would be a teasing call in the sense of having his baby, but it was a teasing call in another sense, no conversation just listening to dialogue. I don’t remember exact words, but I answered the phone, and all I heard was him posing a question to Amber. All he said was what do you think? Her response was, I will do anything for you. I thought, well here we go, he is gonna be fucking a baby in her right on the phone. Instead, he says, great, she will be here tonight! That was it! Click! I tried calling Amber’s cell back, but she doesn’t answer. I think my wife is going to have a threesome, and that sucks because I have been asking her forever to try that, just once. I don’t know if this is staged, or real??? Based on what has been happening, it probably is real. Sometimes you get to a breaking point, and the fun and eroticism has been surpassed by ill feelings, anger, guilt, etc. I have too much time to think, but I know when she gets home, we have a lot of talking to do. I love her dearly, but this is beyond my threshold, even though for some reason, it still gets my cock throbbing. I got so angry, I cut this harness off, no longer fearing the consequences, because for all practical purposes, I lost my wife anyway, and if this doesn’t change dramatically soon, then the whole point has been lost. In many ways I blame me, not her, because this was my idea. I think what is erotic for me, has become even more erotic for her, and we just have to talk.

Submitted by: Russ