July 10, 2005
Wife is Cheating
I have recently found out my wife has been cheating on me. I’m Derek, 42 years old and married to Lizzy, my wife of 7 years. I found out the hard way. I thought this sort of thing only happened in the movies but last week I came home and found my wife in bed with a strange man. To top off the humiliation they had just been having sex in our marital bed. They hadn’t heard me come in at all. But immediately I heard my wife moaning and groaning from the upstairs bedroom. I felt the blood draining from my face and I thought it must be a sex aid she’s trying on herself but deep down I knew it was something else. I hypnotically made my way up to the bedroom and walked in. They didn’t even notice me for the first few seconds. My wife was flat on her back and she had this guy on top of her thrusting away. I counted 4 hard strokes before my wife flicked her eyes open and saw me. She screamed with the fright and she pushed the guy off her. They both jumped out of bed immediately, looking very flushed and this guy had this huge erection still sticking out. I managed to notice it glistened with my wife’s juices. No condom either, he was fucking my wife bareback. Who the hell was he?
The strangest thing was I didn’t go mad or start shouting or making accusations. I just walked calmly downstairs and got myself a beer from the fridge. My wife came down shortly afterwards, she came into the kitchen with a bedsheet wrapped around her. “Derek, listen, I didn’t want you to find out like this.” I looked at her, I was expecting her to say something like It was a mistake… It’s not what it looks like… Please forgive Me.. Nothing like that just “I didn’t want you to find out like this” Find out what? that’s she’s been seeing someone else, for how long? She’s not even sorry? I felt weak. All I could say is “What’s going on Lizzy?” She looked into my eyes and said “I’m having an affair Derek. You haven’t shown me any attention in months. I felt you weren’t interested any more. You’re always in the garage working on the car, or down the bar with your mates.” Oh my God, my mates, however will I live with the humiliation when they find out. I was still outwardly calm but my emotions were running riot. Why can’t I get angry!! I said “So who is he upstairs?” she paused and said “His name is Lawrence and he fixes the PC’s in our office.” She said it so matter-of-factly. “How long has he been… I mean how long have you been seeing him?” “Regularly for six months Derek!” That hit me hard. “Six months? But we’ve been intimate in that time.” She looked at me hard again “I know Derek but it wasn’t enough.” I thought some more “So I’ve been having sex with you on a night when you’ve been having sex with him during the day.” She nodded. “I was going to get you to wear a condom, just in case and say to you I didn’t want to risk pregnancy but he’s only been recently tested for STD’s. He works part-time in the adult business.” This was getting too much. “You were going to give me the condoms but fuck the pornstar bareback!” She sighed “I know it must be hard for you, but it’s better it’s all in the open now.” I looked at her “You mean, you’re going to carry on seeing him.” “Yes Derek. I can see a couple of choices for you now” I noticed the ‘you’ not ‘us’ “Either you can’t forgive me, go your separate way from me and we can get a divorce. There’s no problem, we’ll just split the house, no kids to worry about. Or you can accept that you are unable to give me everything that I need and accept that I will be seeing Lawrence from time to time. I still love you, we can stay and live together, still have sex and be on the whole a normal married couple?” Now I was just numb. What a choice. “I’m going to have to think about this Lizzy.” she looked into my eyes “OK fine, take as long as you need my darling. For now I’ll take it you’ll want to stay here, so we’ll go with option 2 until you make up your mind.” And with that she walked back up the stairs, sheet still wrapped around her, back to him. I heard the bedroom door close and just managed to hear her say “I’ve told him the situation.”
So that was 6 weeks ago and in that time I have completely changed my whole way of thinking about my relationship with my wife. It’s hard to believe but I feel almost liberated with it. I feel much more of a sexual person now and think about my wife before anybody or anything else. I complement her, I buy her flowers and sexy lingerie. I take her to dinner and every couple of days I welcome Lawrence into my home. We have become good friends and I have come to appreciate all he is doing for my wife. He also takes her out but mostly comes to the house. We all chat and have a drink and then they pop upstairs together for some love making. I enjoy going to her room when he’s gone. Her body perspiring and smelling of sex. The sheets damp and soiled. I love kissing every inch of her wonderful body and always plunge my mouth into her sticky wetness down below.
As I said the change in my thinking is extraordinary but then I think maybe I’ve always felt this way but there’s been nothing to bring it out of me. That’s probably why I showed no anger when I found out. I was excited but unwilling to accept it. I’d heard of men that get turned on when someone makes advances on their wife but I would never in all my wildest dreams think that one day I’d be one of them. Long may the dream continue.
Author: Trash
